Partyin.

Yesterday Lloyd and I went to Lisburn. It's a swimming hole with a big rope that you can jump off into the water, it was fun even though me or none of the girls would get in the water because it was like below freezing! I sat there with Hope and Amanda. Amanda and I was fucked up on Vicodin and we all sat there smoking bowls the whole time. We eventually left and went back to this guys trailor and partied there all night. There was about 12 mother fuckers up in that trailor, there was not a lot of room, lol. I drank beer and chugged some guys Hyponotic, yummy. We smoked more bud; man I got fucked up!

I did start to get mad because these 2 bitches kept flirting with Lloyd and he was basically flirting back with them. He knew I was mad too and he said that he wasn't flirting back, bull shit! Later on we were really trashed and Lloyd started pulling my tits out to show his friends. I didn't care, in a way that was my way of getting back at him and the one girl, since her boyfriend was sitting right next to me when it happened.

When we got back home it was an issue that I didn't stop him from pulling my tits out. He said how I don't have any respect for myself, but he's the one that did it, what the fuck?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Another fucked up thing is that he said he did it to test me to see if I would let him do it. He's lifted up my skirt in front of his friends too, I don't really understand why he would want his friends seeing my tits and my ass, but oh well, it doesn't bother me.

And he still says he wasn't flirting, whatever! He was fucking chasing the one girl around her car trying to throw be be's at her. The other girl he was splashing water on at the swimming hole and she wouldn't leave him alone for the rest of the night. They were actin like they was fightin and shit... fuck that!